24 / 5 / 2012 @ 23:18
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Back from Birmingham.
My meeting with my uncle actually wasn’t that bad. I went to talk to him about this whole thing cause he’s a prosecutor in Florida, so he’d have good advice for what to do. I was kind of dreading it, honestly. I mean, I thought he’d be judgmental and disappointed, but it wasn’t.. at all. He was just empathetic; he suffered from substance abuse and he still suffers from depression and anxiety. Like me. The only difference was the substance; his was alcohol, and mine is marijuana.
I still don’t believe my smoking weed had much to do with trying to escape reality, although I’m sure that’s part of the reason I like it so much.
But I’ve come to no conclusions or solutions yet, so everything’s hanging in the air.
And it fucking sucks.
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Anonymous asked: Don't underestimate yourself. And don't forget to smile. I know your intentions are good, but this message made me cry again. It’s hard to smile knowing that I’m a burden on those who love me.. That I’m causing my parents, sister, and the friends I have left stress and worry.. But seriously, thank you so much for caring. I really does mean a lot. |
